LADY
VESPERA
when you starve, my dear i will do nothing else but feed you. for i am ambitious, selfish, would leave another for the sake of my own goals. but not you, never you.
maduin, dynamis
est
✓ walk ups. ✓ tells. ✓ mature rp.
to give oneself as a blade and shield is naught else but something worth reverence, for the ideals to live by must be ones that the blade would die for. she, who stands alone in the shadow of her golden era, reduced to a single, insignificant chess piece on the board, does not rest easy in the sins she has committed, the sins that she will keep to the grave. bound by duty, haunted by a past she caused and she holds a position few crave. but she, she wants it all.
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general.
name lady/lord vespera vivienne ephesian-silmontaix. aliases vesper, ves, exalted lady of silver, silver snow. age twenty-eight. nameday 14th sun of the 1st astral moon. gender nonbinary & she/they/he.
orientation demiromantic / pansexual. species xaela au ra. birth place coerthas. residence ishgard. profession socialite / performer. former dame-captain. patron deity halone. relationship status widowed.
• intelligence ★★★★★★★★☆☆
• wisdom ★★★★★★★☆☆☆
• charisma ★★★★★★★★★☆
" the world was on fire and no one could save you but me. it's strange what desire will make foolish people do. i'd never dreamed that i'd meet somebody like you, and i'd never dreamed that i'd lose somebody like you. "
* ▊▊ voice claim: TBA.
• dexterity ★★★★★★★☆☆☆
• strength ★★☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
• constitution ★★★★★☆☆☆☆☆
the soul.
violet hues, always tired, always forlorn. a wistful gaze peers out towards the horizons; a horse's steps within their horns, the feeling of clothes sticking in rain, the newborn chill of coerthas is left behind in the past. always and forever in the past. for they must look ahead towards the future they strive for.most would call such a being ethereal, even in their spewed insults and veiled classist drivel. they are quiet, oh-so very demure in all that they do. they say a ghost roams the streets of the pillars, but they are one to peer off at the horizon, longing for a journey they can no longer take. to view them from an outside view is to only get such a small facet of them that they would beg to differ if one truly knew them or not.
ambition lies deep in their bones, for they strive to do anything for the sake of being recognized, pitied, seen as naught other than a fragile lamb stripped of their will to fight along with the militia they had grown to love. how this darling lamb has claws and fangs, but one will never know until it is too late. they are resentful, always such but they are kind. they are callous, cold but they will sacrifice.what lies is nothing but ambiguity in what they do and how they act is entirely dependent on what is given to them.
& rumours.
what might you hear from the lips of the holy see?
bearer of flowers
“ does the viscountess always seem to have flowers with them? ”
“ most certainly, i was aware they they still mourn their dearly departed. ”
“ heavens, with such a garish color? red is not fit for mourning. ”
“ better to remember fondly than to continue to wear black past mourning period. ”
“ their dear husband seemed to always wear red as well. 'tis the house color, no? ”
“ yes, but...i do remember him being a florist. he grew a lot in his estate. ”
seek not the journey
“ i have seen them stare out towards the same spot at the same time every day. ”
“ they were a dame, if you weren't aware. maybe they miss roaming freely. ”
“ as though being a noble isn't free enough, hah! money will get them everything. ”
“ i don't quite believe most that become knights ever want to be a socialite. ”
“ heavens, it's easy! just play the game well and you'll get all the power you want. ”
“ darling, not everyone wants to be the town gossip like you. ”
the silver lady
“ exalted lady of silver, mmh? what a prestigious title. ”
“ did you not know? they were dame-captain before being married into nobility. ”
“ being a dame is nobility. did they not want to build a house for themselves? ”
“ i heard it was simply more beneficial to be married into an established house. ”
“ anything to rise in the ranks, mmh? dame-captain to viscountess. ”
“ shh, watch your tongue. i heard they were ruthless in the dragonsong war. ”
grief and misery
“ they always seemed so joyful when jean-louis was around. ”
“ ...are they not now? they're certainly more muted but they seem the same. ”
“ i don't know. there's something in their eyes. i can't quite place it. ”
“ hm. do you remember if the inquisitors found out if it was a murder or not? ”
“ it was a murder and it was scandalous. had to do with one of their servants. ”
“ gods, what bloody business. i would get rid of them all in such a case. ”
the recountings.
a wonder, a wonder. they are naught else but a wonder. i have seen them perform once or twice. they sing. of course, they sing.
is it not better to find out oneself? talk, talk, talk.
miscellaneous.
mbti tba. dnd neutral evil. likes mountain air, snow, stilled time, sparring, decisiveness, idle dice games, trees with red leaves, bouquets, obedience, acknowledgement in merit. dislikes insects, bitter coffee, the strong smell of tobacco, idling, grand balls, the beach, summertime. fears intimacy, never being good enough, settling, regret, losing control.
hobbies reading, training, gardening, knitting, taking long walks. skills singing, dancing, swordplay.
" And he strides among the treetops and is taller than the trees, And his voice through all the garden is thunder sent to bring. "
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O1
basic etiquette *
please try to communicate with me regarding ic/ooc triggers or otherwise what to avoid. i will be giving the same courtesy. there are themes in their story and they do have the ability to get very dark, very quickly.that being said
i am okay with most kinds of RP. ERP may happen with them. Mature RP is very, very encouraged with them. be 21+ though. i'm not interested in roleplaying with anyone below that.while i love making friends
, i will let you know now that i am unhealthily timid and greatly dislike the pleasantries of small talk though i understand it's purpose. i have a hard time reaching out but absolutely will endeavor to forego my comfort if you are the same. i am asking for the same treatment in return. that being said, i will never give you shit for not responding or not talking to me.
preferred themes *
i do enjoy writing mature themes that include but are not limited to (provided one is able to write them with a semblance of respect) : sex, violence, gore, identity, societal issues, morality, fate/freedom, servitude and more. the more mature one would like to take it, the more i will gatekeep until i feel safe writing with that person.i do also enjoy lightheartedness in roleplay, provided that the place and time are appropriate for the situation. some of my characters will end up being unintentionally funny!
O2
roxy | 25+ | any / all
O3
things to avoid *
do not
under any circumstances, be a dickhead. this includes transphobia, racism, misogyny, misandry and any form of bigotry. you either treat others with kindness or you don't. i don't deal with people that don't. i won't be giving any leeway with this. none. as an addendum, please do not randomly spring conflict onto my character without discussion. it does take a relatively large toll on me to roleplay conflict scenes and they are not super fun for me unless discussed before, during and after.do not
hound me about roleplaying or pursue me ooc. roleplaying is not my primary focus. i've a commission list to get through. don't try to guilt me into rping. i'll communicate if i can't. don't try to bring ic feelings into ooc as well. i don't care for it.do not
try to be my friend solely for art/writing. i've had people do it before and it hurts every single time. once i stop giving them art, they go away. do not be this person. i can tell if you are and i will drop you like a fly if i catch those vibes from you.
about me *
ya'hello. i've got a lot of nicknames and what not people call me. roxy / lia. you're free to pick whatever works for you. i'm a 26 year old poc artist, writer and beginner choral composer in the usa. i've been writing for approximately ten years in a semi-serious manner and thirteen years in general.
O4
tba
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vices and virtues
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friend of silmontaix
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viscount jean-louis silmontaix
one could say that these two were hopelessly and terribly in love. for him, they were a perfect partner. they took insults in stride, supported him when they needed to and behaved much as a lady of the house should without complaint. so, when he died so suddenly, they were utterly and completely heartbroken.
relationship type husband.
status deceased.
character name
tba.
relationship type bonded, friends, rivals, enemies, sibling, etc.
character name
tba.
relationship type bonded, friends, rivals, enemies, sibling, etc.